Shits crazy. It's like I never mattered & ALL the shit I did & went through because of you. I wanna scream at the top of my lungs, but I find the strength in me to hold my composer. NO BODY knows the pain I am going through. I'd hate to let those around me know what I'm feeling & thinking. I always want to be the brave one. The one that gets over shit so easily, but I'm not. I am only a Human Being & all this shit hurts. I swear I FUCKING hate it, but one day will be MY DAY.
I pray every night that God will see me through this.
I have Faith. But I'm losing energy; I don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to take this pain. I just want it to be over already.