2 more days. (:


i'm getting teary eyed cause i HONESTLY dont want to turn 9teen. i'm getting older & shit, that's a scary thing. but! i'ma live it up on thursday. got lots of people rsvp'ing for the dinner party. Laker game is on that day also so it'll be a good day for all of us.


but before i sign off i want to give the BIGGEST thanks to 3 people that have been there for me lately; my bestfriend jasmin. justin. & gianni. i would had never thought justin & gianni would give a damn bout my shitty break-up, but theyve showed me other wise. i am soooo thankful { i get emotionals just thinking bou it }; only because words can't express the gratitude. & as far as my bestfriend- i love her w. all my heart. never once did she tell me " i told yu so " or put the blame on " him ". & w. all the support & both side of the relationship advice helped. i know i'm at blame for some. as much as i thought i was doing nothing wrong, i was to blame for the breakup. i guess our relationship wasn't strong enought. & i cant say i was perfect, but hopefully ill improve the miss-haps. so i think i'm slowly recovering- i cant lie i do think bout it & miss " him ". but its so much easier now; a huge relief.


blah blah blah, ahaha.
i'm gone. Laker gamee!