+ “ We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves. ”
+ “There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.”
+ " All that we are is the result of what we have thought. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him. "
+ " Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. "
+ " Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. "
+ " You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. "
living by these help; i'm taking them into deep thought & changing my life around- for me. i wanna be happy, i wanna be content. i am CONTENT w. wah i have in my life. friends. family. & so-so's. i know wah is a necessity & wah i just want; i can differ them both. i'm just NOT content w. wah i am doing as far as how i am taking some situations. i am thinking too hard which is a bad habit. i'ma just make the best out of situations & if they dont end up the way i wanted them to end then it wasnt meant to be :) easy as that, but easier said then done.
6.28.2009
How many times did I fall for your lies.
How many times did I sit home and cry.
Never questioning why? why? why? why?
It just came to me.
Like an epiphany.
How about I just leave.
So I think I'm just about over being your girlfriend.
I'm leaving, I'm leaving.
No more wonderin what you've been doin.
Where you been sleeping.
I'm leaving.
I'm leaving.
my song<3
How many times did I sit home and cry.
Never questioning why? why? why? why?
It just came to me.
Like an epiphany.
How about I just leave.
So I think I'm just about over being your girlfriend.
I'm leaving, I'm leaving.
No more wonderin what you've been doin.
Where you been sleeping.
I'm leaving.
I'm leaving.
my song<3
6.25.2009
i cant stop thinking of yu Steven.
i cant eat or sleep; i just keep asking myself " why. why yu? "
i believe God had a plan for yu. i just cant accept the truth yu're gone. so unexpected, but LIFE is unexpected. i cant stress the fact i am missing yu deeply & i love yu w. all my heart & soul. i hope tonight will be easier, but if its not know that i will be strong soon or later. i just keep thinking 'bout yur smile. yu're loud laughter during lunch. just all the memories we made in High School are overwhelming me. i wish it wasnt yu; i just wish it wasnt yu, but yu're resting now. up above looking down. i keep looking at the pictures & just remembering. remincing. i will be visiting yur crash site tomorrow & i am hoping i feel yur prescense there. if not i will see yu in my dreams. i love yu! i miss yu. rest in peace Domemaster.
i cant eat or sleep; i just keep asking myself " why. why yu? "
i believe God had a plan for yu. i just cant accept the truth yu're gone. so unexpected, but LIFE is unexpected. i cant stress the fact i am missing yu deeply & i love yu w. all my heart & soul. i hope tonight will be easier, but if its not know that i will be strong soon or later. i just keep thinking 'bout yur smile. yu're loud laughter during lunch. just all the memories we made in High School are overwhelming me. i wish it wasnt yu; i just wish it wasnt yu, but yu're resting now. up above looking down. i keep looking at the pictures & just remembering. remincing. i will be visiting yur crash site tomorrow & i am hoping i feel yur prescense there. if not i will see yu in my dreams. i love yu! i miss yu. rest in peace Domemaster.
6.24.2009
LIFE.
life comes at yu quick; either yu roll w. the punches or lay down & die.
as for Steven he rolled w. the punches, but LIFE had something else planned out for him. i'm sitting here still thinking deep w.in asking myself " why him? why Steven ".
i knew him since my freshman year & he was always someone who was in a good mood. he gave the most warmest & tightest hugs & always had a smile on his face. as i sit here i can hear his laughter during lunch; i'ma miss yu. i still havent grasped the fact yu're gone. my heart is in my stomach- tossing & turning. i want to cry, but i still cant believe yu're gone. we shared so many good memories & we shared the same birthday. yu were someone i could have depended on. even after i left yu still kept in touch w. me. & back in HS we always managed to be badd. i still remember the day we went to Mcdonald's & we came up w. our nick name " domemaster ". i love yu babyboy & i will never ever forget yu. yu are ingraved in my heart. rest in eternal peace; we'll meet again, i promise yu.
REST IN PEACE STEVEN.
sunrose: june 11,1990 .. sunset: june 24,2009
as for Steven he rolled w. the punches, but LIFE had something else planned out for him. i'm sitting here still thinking deep w.in asking myself " why him? why Steven ".
i knew him since my freshman year & he was always someone who was in a good mood. he gave the most warmest & tightest hugs & always had a smile on his face. as i sit here i can hear his laughter during lunch; i'ma miss yu. i still havent grasped the fact yu're gone. my heart is in my stomach- tossing & turning. i want to cry, but i still cant believe yu're gone. we shared so many good memories & we shared the same birthday. yu were someone i could have depended on. even after i left yu still kept in touch w. me. & back in HS we always managed to be badd. i still remember the day we went to Mcdonald's & we came up w. our nick name " domemaster ". i love yu babyboy & i will never ever forget yu. yu are ingraved in my heart. rest in eternal peace; we'll meet again, i promise yu.
sunrose: june 11,1990 .. sunset: june 24,2009
6.23.2009
i'm blown. 8)
so this is wah i am thinking about;
so why is it that niggas can play mind games & then when a female
joins it's all wrong & slutty & or should i say " Vixen " like?
my opinion is that when a niggas finds out he's been played, all the
name calling & bashing on the female is just a front cause DEEP down
inside his feelings are hurt.
" don't do shit that yu wouldnt like people to do to yu " ; sounds right?
i dont know but yu know wah i mean.
i BELIEVE all the good & descent & warmn loving females have been fcked
over by a nigga & thats why there isnt no more faithful chicks.
speaking for all WOMEN -- when we give our heart out. put our walls down.
& let a nigga into out mind, body, & soul to only get gamed up that's wah
makes us not believe niggas, doubt a nigga, & just despise niggas.
we've all heard the same line over & over again ..
" dont call me a nigga; i'm not like them other dudes yu fked w. i'm different "
sweeties, we heard that & at the end of the day yu prove us right.
YU ARE ALL THE FUCKING SAME.
now i'm not trying to bash; i love MEN. & i respect a MAN who is up for his own.
but now a days niggas aint w. it. they too worried w. how they look. who they fk w.
who they know. & how they function that they forget life isnt about the artificial
shit that is here today & gone tomorrow.
a sexy MAN & someone who will make a WOMAN's heart melt is someone who has their own.
own car. own money. own asperation, dreams, goals. & are themselves.
on the other hand same goes for niggas.
a badd bitch fked yu over & that's why yu mess w. females emotions.
but at the same time yu might be talking to the wrong female.
set yur goals higher. raise yur standards; not to some artificial shit, but to
a WOMAN yu can give yur heart to & get the same in return.
lose the 90834903275893745 rebounds. yu're only giving yurself a bad name because
the grown WOMAN are looking at yu like a " fool " even though deep inside that's
not who yu are.
" actions speak louder than words "
always remember -- never take someelse's mistake on someone else because
yu might just lose someone who was worh the wild.
TRUST & BELIEVE a little bit of love & devotiona can go a looooooonggg way.
just set yur mind & heart to it. GROW UP. open yur eyes to new ideas.
yu might hurt along the way, but it will only make yur stronger & wiser.
i hope ONE day i can find that someone.
who will understand & just be devoted, but as of now i'm single.
not tryna fk w. no one. see no one. date no one. or lead no one one.
I AM DOING ME; FOR ME.
sheessh, i wrote a lot.
but ive always carried this in my head.
& now that i'm on Cloud 9 w. this kush all this is coming out.
r a n d o m n e s s :)
so this is wah i am thinking about;
so why is it that niggas can play mind games & then when a female
joins it's all wrong & slutty & or should i say " Vixen " like?
my opinion is that when a niggas finds out he's been played, all the
name calling & bashing on the female is just a front cause DEEP down
inside his feelings are hurt.
" don't do shit that yu wouldnt like people to do to yu " ; sounds right?
i dont know but yu know wah i mean.
i BELIEVE all the good & descent & warmn loving females have been fcked
over by a nigga & thats why there isnt no more faithful chicks.
speaking for all WOMEN -- when we give our heart out. put our walls down.
& let a nigga into out mind, body, & soul to only get gamed up that's wah
makes us not believe niggas, doubt a nigga, & just despise niggas.
we've all heard the same line over & over again ..
" dont call me a nigga; i'm not like them other dudes yu fked w. i'm different "
sweeties, we heard that & at the end of the day yu prove us right.
YU ARE ALL THE FUCKING SAME.
now i'm not trying to bash; i love MEN. & i respect a MAN who is up for his own.
but now a days niggas aint w. it. they too worried w. how they look. who they fk w.
who they know. & how they function that they forget life isnt about the artificial
shit that is here today & gone tomorrow.
a sexy MAN & someone who will make a WOMAN's heart melt is someone who has their own.
own car. own money. own asperation, dreams, goals. & are themselves.
on the other hand same goes for niggas.
a badd bitch fked yu over & that's why yu mess w. females emotions.
but at the same time yu might be talking to the wrong female.
set yur goals higher. raise yur standards; not to some artificial shit, but to
a WOMAN yu can give yur heart to & get the same in return.
lose the 90834903275893745 rebounds. yu're only giving yurself a bad name because
the grown WOMAN are looking at yu like a " fool " even though deep inside that's
not who yu are.
" actions speak louder than words "
always remember -- never take someelse's mistake on someone else because
yu might just lose someone who was worh the wild.
TRUST & BELIEVE a little bit of love & devotiona can go a looooooonggg way.
just set yur mind & heart to it. GROW UP. open yur eyes to new ideas.
yu might hurt along the way, but it will only make yur stronger & wiser.
i hope ONE day i can find that someone.
who will understand & just be devoted, but as of now i'm single.
not tryna fk w. no one. see no one. date no one. or lead no one one.
I AM DOING ME; FOR ME.
sheessh, i wrote a lot.
but ive always carried this in my head.
& now that i'm on Cloud 9 w. this kush all this is coming out.
r a n d o m n e s s :)
6.19.2009
sooooooo, lately ive been kinda down. i'm not tryna let everyone know cause to most i appear well, but little things trigger it. w. Davey still in the hospital & now the loss Daniel is going through hurts me. hurts because i love them & hurts because i feel i cant do nothing. of course i am there for them physically & mentally, but i cant do nothing but leave it to God. God knows i'm praying for them & i will always remain at their side; forever & a life time. . .
on a side note; i'm still remincing- i'm realizing even though i say i'm fine & i'm strong there's that part of me that hasnt changed. the part where i give a fck; not to wah people say, but to wah we had. every relationship starts off w. friendship & that's wah i miss .. is the FRIENDSHIP we had. falling out of love isnt easy. especially when it's a short period of time. long time love can be easier, but when it's that fierce love that just begun it's really hard to completly let go. i'm having troubles. i'm not thinking about it as much, but I AM thinking 'bout it. especially at night; where yur mind is at ease & open to reminice on wah yu've done. said. caused. had. the pain isnt as painful, but i do feel empty. that empty feeling in the pit of my stomach; where nothing seems to fullfill it. at the same time i feel stupid. stupid for not letting go. stupid for having these feelings even though i hurt. but i am human & wah EVERYTHING i do i do it w. devotion. i'm not HEARTLESS. i'm not evil. i'm not about games & revenge.i'm true to wah i say & do. & no one will ever take that pride from me. i know wah i need & i wont settle for less- soon i'll be satisfied. & alllll these crazy emotions will dissapear & i will look back & know wah i went through was worth every tear.
on a side note; i'm still remincing- i'm realizing even though i say i'm fine & i'm strong there's that part of me that hasnt changed. the part where i give a fck; not to wah people say, but to wah we had. every relationship starts off w. friendship & that's wah i miss .. is the FRIENDSHIP we had. falling out of love isnt easy. especially when it's a short period of time. long time love can be easier, but when it's that fierce love that just begun it's really hard to completly let go. i'm having troubles. i'm not thinking about it as much, but I AM thinking 'bout it. especially at night; where yur mind is at ease & open to reminice on wah yu've done. said. caused. had. the pain isnt as painful, but i do feel empty. that empty feeling in the pit of my stomach; where nothing seems to fullfill it. at the same time i feel stupid. stupid for not letting go. stupid for having these feelings even though i hurt. but i am human & wah EVERYTHING i do i do it w. devotion. i'm not HEARTLESS. i'm not evil. i'm not about games & revenge.i'm true to wah i say & do. & no one will ever take that pride from me. i know wah i need & i wont settle for less- soon i'll be satisfied. & alllll these crazy emotions will dissapear & i will look back & know wah i went through was worth every tear.
the MOST important person, Daniel. blood wouldn't make us any closer & fk wah others say. i've been close to him since the 6th grade & ever since then i can't ask for a better cousin. today is a hard day for yu & i feel yur pain; losing someone will never be a easy process but w. love & support it can ease the pain. & I AM HERE FOR YU. whenever. where ever. ANYTIME. i will forever put yu before anyone else because yu've always had my back. even when i'm not there; it trips me out on how yu will speak up on my behalf. & the same ive done for yu. together we are badd af, but it's who we are. Daniel, i love yu cuzzo w. all my heart. & dont ever forget that i am here for yu. be strong.
yu will be missed.
6.14.2009
bomb ass weekend.
- thursday: my 9teen birthday { BJ's w. friends/Laker win & Club Element & Pulse }
- friday: shard's grad party.
- saturdsay: DockWeiler w. my Vixens & drunkin night.
- sunday: shopping :D & Laker won Finals. { parade this week! }
i'm so grateful at where i am in life right now. i can't ask for more & i can't be living so negative. i am content once again.
6.11.2009
happy birthday to me! (:
first off let me thank EVERYONE for the birthday wishes, texts, aims, icons, away, calls, & surprise visits.
i'ma try to name all of yu cause it's very touching, mk here we go;
- my bestfriend jasmin. my mamas daja. marissa. daedae. we$. ant ant. will. junior. wifey. brothers. liddo big brother deejay. christopher. sweetie christopher. GIANNI! amanda. bethel. terrell. prince. sis tashee. baby momma raquel. sis karen. darrick. twin b. xavier. omg JUSTIN! sis yikes. jorge. ben-j. bestfriend. bestfriend #2. RASHARD! twone. annoymous aim. vanessa. benny. anna-marie. MYSPACE USERS. dorian. rayahna & thats it for now ... { i think }
ahaha, it's only 1:O9 & thats how many people. i believe ive missed some, but some of the away almost made me cry like- sweetie christopher. & my sis tashee. & my bestfriends jasmin & daja. ughh! i didnt think i would be so emotional but i am. words cant express the love i am feeling. & for the funny aways like ant ant .. " birthday sex " .. lol who knows? & a long talk w. my fav he knows how it feels to be from bad relationships. ahaha, sooo off topic. but tonight is bound to be fun. getting alot of people saying they're going so let's see. well i'm gone for now; THANK YU EVERYONE :-*
birthday girL
i'ma try to name all of yu cause it's very touching, mk here we go;
- my bestfriend jasmin. my mamas daja. marissa. daedae. we$. ant ant. will. junior. wifey. brothers. liddo big brother deejay. christopher. sweetie christopher. GIANNI! amanda. bethel. terrell. prince. sis tashee. baby momma raquel. sis karen. darrick. twin b. xavier. omg JUSTIN! sis yikes. jorge. ben-j. bestfriend. bestfriend #2. RASHARD! twone. annoymous aim. vanessa. benny. anna-marie. MYSPACE USERS. dorian. rayahna & thats it for now ... { i think }
ahaha, it's only 1:O9 & thats how many people. i believe ive missed some, but some of the away almost made me cry like- sweetie christopher. & my sis tashee. & my bestfriends jasmin & daja. ughh! i didnt think i would be so emotional but i am. words cant express the love i am feeling. & for the funny aways like ant ant .. " birthday sex " .. lol who knows? & a long talk w. my fav he knows how it feels to be from bad relationships. ahaha, sooo off topic. but tonight is bound to be fun. getting alot of people saying they're going so let's see. well i'm gone for now; THANK YU EVERYONE :-*
6.10.2009
one more day! okay, so i'm really feeling it now. i'ma be 9teen tomorrow; just last yr i was turning 8teen. last year of being a teen :/. smh, but i got everything set. from the dinner party. to the special invite at Club Pulse. & after party at a hotel we rented out. i'm really excited. today i'm going shopping w. my moms- she's being such a nicey. ahaha, but our relationship is improving. i dont want to back track so i'm improving my badd attitude & smart mouth. i'ma be older & hopefully a year wiser. lmao, sounds cheesy but i do hope things improvre w. myself. besides the point, tomorrow should pop. :D
6.09.2009
2 more days. (:
i'm getting teary eyed cause i HONESTLY dont want to turn 9teen. i'm getting older & shit, that's a scary thing. but! i'ma live it up on thursday. got lots of people rsvp'ing for the dinner party. Laker game is on that day also so it'll be a good day for all of us.
but before i sign off i want to give the BIGGEST thanks to 3 people that have been there for me lately; my bestfriend jasmin. justin. & gianni. i would had never thought justin & gianni would give a damn bout my shitty break-up, but theyve showed me other wise. i am soooo thankful { i get emotionals just thinking bou it }; only because words can't express the gratitude. & as far as my bestfriend- i love her w. all my heart. never once did she tell me " i told yu so " or put the blame on " him ". & w. all the support & both side of the relationship advice helped. i know i'm at blame for some. as much as i thought i was doing nothing wrong, i was to blame for the breakup. i guess our relationship wasn't strong enought. & i cant say i was perfect, but hopefully ill improve the miss-haps. so i think i'm slowly recovering- i cant lie i do think bout it & miss " him ". but its so much easier now; a huge relief.
blah blah blah, ahaha.
i'm gone. Laker gamee!
i'm getting teary eyed cause i HONESTLY dont want to turn 9teen. i'm getting older & shit, that's a scary thing. but! i'ma live it up on thursday. got lots of people rsvp'ing for the dinner party. Laker game is on that day also so it'll be a good day for all of us.
but before i sign off i want to give the BIGGEST thanks to 3 people that have been there for me lately; my bestfriend jasmin. justin. & gianni. i would had never thought justin & gianni would give a damn bout my shitty break-up, but theyve showed me other wise. i am soooo thankful { i get emotionals just thinking bou it }; only because words can't express the gratitude. & as far as my bestfriend- i love her w. all my heart. never once did she tell me " i told yu so " or put the blame on " him ". & w. all the support & both side of the relationship advice helped. i know i'm at blame for some. as much as i thought i was doing nothing wrong, i was to blame for the breakup. i guess our relationship wasn't strong enought. & i cant say i was perfect, but hopefully ill improve the miss-haps. so i think i'm slowly recovering- i cant lie i do think bout it & miss " him ". but its so much easier now; a huge relief.
blah blah blah, ahaha.
i'm gone. Laker gamee!
6.07.2009
late night.
i'm bumpinn the fk outta " right side of ya brain " right now.
heavy thinking . . .
i was tryna sleep, but i just had to write. there's alot on my mind, lowkey. & these past few weeks have been a badd to a good life lesson. i'm learning & i'm maturing. there's many things ive taken in. & even though at the moment i was crying my eyes out; i see now i'm strong. i can't say never again, but next time i'll be stronger. wiser. & i will carry that " idgaf " attitude. just to the extreme, but to a point where i won't be fkd over. i understand i'ma natural born lover, but someday i'll be happy w. someone. as for now i guess i'm just meant to be living the single life. i've learned something & i'm trying to move on w. a smile. a loss is a loss, but i gained alot.
side notee-- this weekend was { wow! }, ahaha. my main leina got it going. she's back from new jersey & celebrating shard's graduation. as wells as, michaels. juanita. aj. & demontre's. friday was our chill day; never again am i seeing ' drag me to hell ' .. it's nasty! omg, i was dying on how niyi was clinching & gagging. saturday is unforgetable! i was gonnnnneeeeeeeeee. ahaha, mike's graduation was the business. i was feeling like i was on jordan & miller's tip. Vixen after party was good also. didn't blow { i'm not into that no more. :/ } & the Laker game at Dave & Busters was good. tomorrow is the last day of Fall session. i'm happy, but lazy to wake up earlier to be at finals at 73O. my birthday is in 3 days :D i'm sooo excited. still planning it out, so let's see how it goes.
but i'm doing a special SPECIAL birthday shout out to my honey Justin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN CHARLES GONZALEZ
a negro w. a messican last name. ahaha, so we are the same age. & yu think yu can boss me around, but it aint happening. i want to thank yu from the bottom of my heart ceecee. i love yu so much for everything yuve done for me; for listening to my tears. & giving me the best advice ever. i know i was a big baby the past few weeks, but i'm strong now. & yu dont know wah yur presence means to me. thank yu thank yu thank yu! i love yu w. all my heart & hope yu get sauced up tonight. live it up babe; god bless.
good night blog.
hopefully, tomorrow is another
step on forgetting & forgiving. :-*
heavy thinking . . .
i was tryna sleep, but i just had to write. there's alot on my mind, lowkey. & these past few weeks have been a badd to a good life lesson. i'm learning & i'm maturing. there's many things ive taken in. & even though at the moment i was crying my eyes out; i see now i'm strong. i can't say never again, but next time i'll be stronger. wiser. & i will carry that " idgaf " attitude. just to the extreme, but to a point where i won't be fkd over. i understand i'ma natural born lover, but someday i'll be happy w. someone. as for now i guess i'm just meant to be living the single life. i've learned something & i'm trying to move on w. a smile. a loss is a loss, but i gained alot.
side notee-- this weekend was { wow! }, ahaha. my main leina got it going. she's back from new jersey & celebrating shard's graduation. as wells as, michaels. juanita. aj. & demontre's. friday was our chill day; never again am i seeing ' drag me to hell ' .. it's nasty! omg, i was dying on how niyi was clinching & gagging. saturday is unforgetable! i was gonnnnneeeeeeeeee. ahaha, mike's graduation was the business. i was feeling like i was on jordan & miller's tip. Vixen after party was good also. didn't blow { i'm not into that no more. :/ } & the Laker game at Dave & Busters was good. tomorrow is the last day of Fall session. i'm happy, but lazy to wake up earlier to be at finals at 73O. my birthday is in 3 days :D i'm sooo excited. still planning it out, so let's see how it goes.
but i'm doing a special SPECIAL birthday shout out to my honey Justin.
a negro w. a messican last name. ahaha, so we are the same age. & yu think yu can boss me around, but it aint happening. i want to thank yu from the bottom of my heart ceecee. i love yu so much for everything yuve done for me; for listening to my tears. & giving me the best advice ever. i know i was a big baby the past few weeks, but i'm strong now. & yu dont know wah yur presence means to me. thank yu thank yu thank yu! i love yu w. all my heart & hope yu get sauced up tonight. live it up babe; god bless.
good night blog.
hopefully, tomorrow is another
step on forgetting & forgiving. :-*
6.06.2009
blehhh, off some new stuff. :p
anyways,
9teen BIRTHDAY this thursday.
& club pulse has asked for it to throw
me a party.(: i'm excited.
i'm inviting everyone & their mother.
i'ma do it BIG this time around.
i had a volleyball game today also.
spiked 3. scored once.
school is over on monday.
but i'm back on the 22nd.
tonight is the Vixen party.
along w. mike's graduation.
michael, yu're done w. weak ike.
ahaha & now yu going to MTSAC. uuggghhh!
i'ma have to see yu there.
" err day " lol, ily bro. congrats hun.<3
& i'm gonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
tight end night. :x
anyways,
9teen BIRTHDAY this thursday.
& club pulse has asked for it to throw
me a party.(: i'm excited.
i'm inviting everyone & their mother.
i'ma do it BIG this time around.
i had a volleyball game today also.
spiked 3. scored once.
school is over on monday.
but i'm back on the 22nd.
tonight is the Vixen party.
along w. mike's graduation.
michael, yu're done w. weak ike.
ahaha & now yu going to MTSAC. uuggghhh!
i'ma have to see yu there.
" err day " lol, ily bro. congrats hun.<3
& i'm gonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
tight end night. :x
6.02.2009
birthday in 9 days. (:
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited. i'll be 19 { getting old i know. } but i'm having a birthday dinner & hitting the club after. so that should be fun; especially since i havent done that in a minute. as for this weekend i wanna go see ' the hangover ' . i'm tryna keep busy- school is keeping me busy, but i'm working on my personal life. i dont wanna be all upset & sad over irrelivant things. on that note, i'm out. i'll write later<3
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited. i'll be 19 { getting old i know. } but i'm having a birthday dinner & hitting the club after. so that should be fun; especially since i havent done that in a minute. as for this weekend i wanna go see ' the hangover ' . i'm tryna keep busy- school is keeping me busy, but i'm working on my personal life. i dont wanna be all upset & sad over irrelivant things. on that note, i'm out. i'll write later<3
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