i don't know where i'm headed .
in life . love . & within me .
i've never been so ruthless .
so uncaring . so d e a d .
i've cried . i've hurt .
but now i'm emotionless .
done w. the pain .
i'm pass my fears .
not afraid of death .
not afraid of what may happen to me .
it's just that i've given so much ;
& in return didn't get anything .
it fucking killed me inside .
it broke me . it changed me .
for the worst .
i got a short temper . evil inside .
who have i've become ? me ? or the result
of so many dissapointments .
of this thing called LIFE .
life lessons my ass .