2.09.2011

Worn out.

I'm so worn out. Angry. Resentful. Exhausted & just FED UP.

I don't regret ANYTHING I have done, but doing this alone is a handful. But when I look at my son I see Hope. But when I lay my head down & I'm left alone all the hurt & disappointment takes over... Then I'm back to step 1. I just wanna go away at times. Leave everyone behind & get away w/ my Baby. I know all this pain will be useful one day; I just wish that day would hurry up.