I'd like to begin by thanking God. Thanking him for giving me a healthy, one piece, amazing Son. & MOST importantly for letting him wake up every morning & letting my son live his first month. I'm looking at him now napping on his tummy (I know they say not to allow that, but he naps longer & I am always in the bed w' him when he does.) but as I sit here & look at him I feel like crying.. Crying because I've never felt so many emotions for someone before. This little person that will continue to grow is Mine. MINE to love. Teach. Support. Honor. Protect & share million of memories w'. All the sleepless nights are worth it. The hassle to include a little one into my everyday schedule. Wherever I go- he goes. I am trying my best to be the best mother & person. I strictly breastfeed. I bathe him every night. I talk & sing to him every chance I get. I try to stay calm.. He gives me so much positivity that no matter what happens I will always be fine. This month has just been lovely. I don't regret anything.
