I've lost most Freedom. I've lost the care of the world. I've lost my Bestfriend. I've lost the decision to come & go when ever I want to. I've lost Myself.. Had to give up a lot. Parties. Friends. Hang outs. Boys. Late nights. Vacations. Trips. All for who?

MY beautiful son. I could say I was forced to give it all up, but for Him I am more willing to. He's my inspiration to live a better life. A life in which we are both happy. I promise him that from here on out; I will never put myself or him in a situation where it's not benefiting either of us. It's not about me no more, but about US. I'm waiting for you papas, 5 more weeks... I love you.