I believe I've gotten to the point in my life where disappointment isn't something new, but something I've grown to over come. Especially now w' Jaiden I don't feel alone. I got a Blessing I need to work on. A Blessing that will keep me sane. & a Blessing that gives me so much strength. I'd like to say I'm Not Weak anymore. I've been learning that life doesn't go as you plan it & imagine it. Things change. People change. Situations change. & so does Life. The only thing we got to do is toughen up & roll w' the punches. I can't think about myself no more & I don't plan on doing so. But at the same time I'm not thinking 'bout US; I am thinking 'bout the best for my son. I can't allow heartaches or headaches to come in between me being the best Mother to my son. All those child-ish ways have been thrown out the window. I'm not here to fuss & fight. If something isn't changing I need to take charge & change my role in the situation. From now on I truely believe I will walk away from all the things that aren't being no help. That aren't making me happy. & that are not willing to change for the better. Because when I ask for change it's not because I am selfish. It is because I see we could do better. So my heart isn't broken.. it is Stronger than ever. & this Love for Jaiden will fuel all the positive aspects in our lives.