the love of my life. my pride. joy. the reason i strive. the reason i stick around. the reason i smile. the reason i'm GONNA be someone. i still remember the day our mom told us she was pregnant- i was the ONLY one happy. while yur brother's were upset. upset she was pregnant by yur father, but deep down inside there was a chance. i went to EVERY doctor appointment. i was there the day we found out yur gender. the night's yu kept mom awake w. yur kicking. lol, i remember i'd sit w. mom & feel her belly waiting for yu to move. i am yur older & only sister, but i was acting like i was yur mommy/daddy. then the day came where mom went to labor.. i was there. i stayed at her side because i love her & because i was proud she was giving birth to yu. back then i didnt know how big of an impact yu were gonna be, but now i see. i cut yur cord. i seen yu get cleaned up. & i stood at yur side in yur craddle. forgetting everyone around me. i cryed because a gush of emotions took over me. i never felt soo much love for someone. it was deep rooted love. as we brought yu home i was self fish. i wanted to hold yu all the time. i'd rock yu. sing to yu. & just be there for yu. i'd hurry home after school just to see yu. yu mattered more than anything. as the months went by yu grew older & the love grew w. yu. mornings where i had school yu'd wake up & i'd make time to make yu yur bottle & hold yu befor i went off. days passed. months & i remember EVERY single memory. when mom wasnt there i made sure i was because i just wanted to give yu unconditional love. love i lacked because mom was a young single mother of 3. Denis, yu will always be my one & only love. i know i'm yur sister & a times i might not act the nicest when yu act bad, but i always make sure i let yu know i love yu. i tell yu. i show yu. yu're my baby. my hope. my EVERYTHING. & i hope one day i can tell yu all that yu mean to me. as of now yu're still a baby in my eyes & i will always be there to keep yu safe. to hold yu. spoil yu. talk to yu. no matter how much older yu get yu will always be my little papa<3
8.01.2009
the love of my life. my pride. joy. the reason i strive. the reason i stick around. the reason i smile. the reason i'm GONNA be someone. i still remember the day our mom told us she was pregnant- i was the ONLY one happy. while yur brother's were upset. upset she was pregnant by yur father, but deep down inside there was a chance. i went to EVERY doctor appointment. i was there the day we found out yur gender. the night's yu kept mom awake w. yur kicking. lol, i remember i'd sit w. mom & feel her belly waiting for yu to move. i am yur older & only sister, but i was acting like i was yur mommy/daddy. then the day came where mom went to labor.. i was there. i stayed at her side because i love her & because i was proud she was giving birth to yu. back then i didnt know how big of an impact yu were gonna be, but now i see. i cut yur cord. i seen yu get cleaned up. & i stood at yur side in yur craddle. forgetting everyone around me. i cryed because a gush of emotions took over me. i never felt soo much love for someone. it was deep rooted love. as we brought yu home i was self fish. i wanted to hold yu all the time. i'd rock yu. sing to yu. & just be there for yu. i'd hurry home after school just to see yu. yu mattered more than anything. as the months went by yu grew older & the love grew w. yu. mornings where i had school yu'd wake up & i'd make time to make yu yur bottle & hold yu befor i went off. days passed. months & i remember EVERY single memory. when mom wasnt there i made sure i was because i just wanted to give yu unconditional love. love i lacked because mom was a young single mother of 3. Denis, yu will always be my one & only love. i know i'm yur sister & a times i might not act the nicest when yu act bad, but i always make sure i let yu know i love yu. i tell yu. i show yu. yu're my baby. my hope. my EVERYTHING. & i hope one day i can tell yu all that yu mean to me. as of now yu're still a baby in my eyes & i will always be there to keep yu safe. to hold yu. spoil yu. talk to yu. no matter how much older yu get yu will always be my little papa<3