Light a candle,
see it glow,
watch it dance,
when you feel low,
think of me,
think of light,
I'll always be here,
day or night,
a candle flickers,
out of sight,
but in your heart,
I still burn bright,
think not of sadness,
that I'm not near,
think of gladness,
and joyous cheer,
I have not left,
I am not gone,
I'm here to stay
my little one,
so when you light a candle
and you see it glow
and you watch it dance
in your heart you'll know
that I would never leave you
even when you feel so blue
I'm sitting up here with the Lord
and now watching over you .

Rest in Peace Steven
i'm sitting here thinking of yu. & i miss yu deeply; we've payed yu 2 visist at yur resting ground & i'm looking forward to many more. most of the time i sit there & rub the grass that covers yu. i remind yu on how much i love & miss yu because my heart still aches for yu. this pain will never die, but i will just learn to live w. it.

Just Thinking...

i'm just thinking; widly. i'm thinking 'bout wah i have been doing & wah i have been up to these past few months & i am happy to say that i am way better person than who i was before. i've matured so much. & i've become stronger than a rock. i'm still human & i dont doubt i'll always handle situations perfectly, but i will try my hardest to handle them to my upmost ability. i got my family. my friends. associates. i've lost some people in the process. i've gotten my heart hurt, but my soul is still as pure as if i was never hurt before. my mind is solid. & my thoughts are deep. i'm Striving for life. love. success. luxury. happiness. & God.



i am a better person. i cant be broken. i cant tainted. This is Who I Am & Will Continue to Be. for my own good. fck wah yu think. wah yu got to say. i got Pride & i'm not giving in to anything or anyone. i'm coming first in My Life & everyone else can just fall in place. whether yu understand me or not, i'm not complicated. yu're just 2 steps behind.



" yu can plan a perfect picnic, but yu cant predict the wheather. "

Hangover :x

haha' so last night was yeaa a night i wont be able to forget. i was sooo loaded; thanks to Jasmin :p but i love yu Bestfriend. & well today is my daddy's birthday & i am waiting for him to come home but i am thankful God has given him another year at life & another year w. me because if it wasnt for him i dont know where i would be now. i love him w. all my heart & he's everything to me. i love yu dad<3

bestfriends. (:



iLher<3

Dodger Day (:

we lost by 1 on the top of the 11th inning. but i was sure as happy cause i saw my gorgious player Loney (: & kemp. & manny. i'ma attend more games cause they're hella fun. & i had fun w. my bro$.

LMAO! these are funny.

this album goes hard.
especially " the panties " due to someone & " the beggar ". it's a goose bump album.

awwwwwwww, i remember when i used to know this human being. we were so close. we fought. cussed each other out. bossed each other around. pushed. shoved. hit. poked. pinched. slapped. lmaooo, pretty much every evil thing yu can imagine; we have done for one another. then one day, POOF! he went. no where to be found. no text. voice message. he was MIA- the person i talked to all day long was gone. the person who's mommy loved me sooo much & took my side was gone. then one day guess who comes back w. a damn " hey " text message? G I A N N I. the same person who strolled in my life, strolled out, & back in. but it's who he is; a heartless. no emotion typa guy. but it's Gianni & i'm grateful i got this wierd. tall. always laughing at wah i say type of person- a muthafkn G Gianni... NOT! ahaha yu thought, i'm still the damn boss.

damn !

gianni, wished he had skills like this.
join my one month camp to have skills like
this for only $343545434534.OO (: ahah.

Kevin Hart<3

too funny.

Chris Tucker<3

omg these videos got me dying.

the love of my life. my pride. joy. the reason i strive. the reason i stick around. the reason i smile. the reason i'm GONNA be someone. i still remember the day our mom told us she was pregnant- i was the ONLY one happy. while yur brother's were upset. upset she was pregnant by yur father, but deep down inside there was a chance. i went to EVERY doctor appointment. i was there the day we found out yur gender. the night's yu kept mom awake w. yur kicking. lol, i remember i'd sit w. mom & feel her belly waiting for yu to move. i am yur older & only sister, but i was acting like i was yur mommy/daddy. then the day came where mom went to labor.. i was there. i stayed at her side because i love her & because i was proud she was giving birth to yu. back then i didnt know how big of an impact yu were gonna be, but now i see. i cut yur cord. i seen yu get cleaned up. & i stood at yur side in yur craddle. forgetting everyone around me. i cryed because a gush of emotions took over me. i never felt soo much love for someone. it was deep rooted love. as we brought yu home i was self fish. i wanted to hold yu all the time. i'd rock yu. sing to yu. & just be there for yu. i'd hurry home after school just to see yu. yu mattered more than anything. as the months went by yu grew older & the love grew w. yu. mornings where i had school yu'd wake up & i'd make time to make yu yur bottle & hold yu befor i went off. days passed. months & i remember EVERY single memory. when mom wasnt there i made sure i was because i just wanted to give yu unconditional love. love i lacked because mom was a young single mother of 3. Denis, yu will always be my one & only love. i know i'm yur sister & a times i might not act the nicest when yu act bad, but i always make sure i let yu know i love yu. i tell yu. i show yu. yu're my baby. my hope. my EVERYTHING. & i hope one day i can tell yu all that yu mean to me. as of now yu're still a baby in my eyes & i will always be there to keep yu safe. to hold yu. spoil yu. talk to yu. no matter how much older yu get yu will always be my little papa<3