Happy 4th of July! (:
i'm w. the family today.
it's sooo hot outside & i was
swimming for a while, but i dont
wanna get any darker :x ahah.
uhh, shard got all kinds of illegal
fireworks- i hope he doesnt blow
his damn face off. & the food is
so BOMB; i got to really stop eating.
& i got a nutricionast, Gianni, telling
me i needa lose my love handles.
so i got to do 10 sit ups EVERYDAY.
soooo, today shall be a good day.
on another note, I AM CONTENT. saying " good bye, see yu later " to Steven was sooo hard, but i understand he's in a better place now. i cried my eyes out on Thursday, but i am happy i can go to sleep now w.out thinking " why him? " it was still the hardest thing i had to do, but i will FOREVER love him. & i will never forget him; he meant alot to me & someone like him is the kinda of people that yu're thankful they made a impact in yur life. & he did have a big impact- always be JOYFUL. after the rain the sun will come out & i am living to see those days. so in memory of yu Steven; i will LIVE my life like if it's my last. i love yu so much & yu are in my heart forever.