i'm blown. 8)

so this is wah i am thinking about;
so why is it that niggas can play mind games & then when a female
joins it's all wrong & slutty & or should i say " Vixen " like?

my opinion is that when a niggas finds out he's been played, all the
name calling & bashing on the female is just a front cause DEEP down
inside his feelings are hurt.
" don't do shit that yu wouldnt like people to do to yu " ; sounds right?
i dont know but yu know wah i mean.
i BELIEVE all the good & descent & warmn loving females have been fcked
over by a nigga & thats why there isnt no more faithful chicks.
speaking for all WOMEN -- when we give our heart out. put our walls down.
& let a nigga into out mind, body, & soul to only get gamed up that's wah
makes us not believe niggas, doubt a nigga, & just despise niggas.

we've all heard the same line over & over again ..
" dont call me a nigga; i'm not like them other dudes yu fked w. i'm different "
sweeties, we heard that & at the end of the day yu prove us right.
YU ARE ALL THE FUCKING SAME.
now i'm not trying to bash; i love MEN. & i respect a MAN who is up for his own.
but now a days niggas aint w. it. they too worried w. how they look. who they fk w.
who they know. & how they function that they forget life isnt about the artificial
shit that is here today & gone tomorrow.
a sexy MAN & someone who will make a WOMAN's heart melt is someone who has their own.
own car. own money. own asperation, dreams, goals. & are themselves.

on the other hand same goes for niggas.
a badd bitch fked yu over & that's why yu mess w. females emotions.
but at the same time yu might be talking to the wrong female.
set yur goals higher. raise yur standards; not to some artificial shit, but to
a WOMAN yu can give yur heart to & get the same in return.
lose the 90834903275893745 rebounds. yu're only giving yurself a bad name because
the grown WOMAN are looking at yu like a " fool " even though deep inside that's
not who yu are.

" actions speak louder than words "

always remember -- never take someelse's mistake on someone else because
yu might just lose someone who was worh the wild.
TRUST & BELIEVE a little bit of love & devotiona can go a looooooonggg way.
just set yur mind & heart to it. GROW UP. open yur eyes to new ideas.
yu might hurt along the way, but it will only make yur stronger & wiser.

i hope ONE day i can find that someone.
who will understand & just be devoted, but as of now i'm single.
not tryna fk w. no one. see no one. date no one. or lead no one one.
I AM DOING ME; FOR ME.


sheessh, i wrote a lot.
but ive always carried this in my head.
& now that i'm on Cloud 9 w. this kush all this is coming out.
r a n d o m n e s s :)