wah yu fear; yu create.

this made me think- deep.

the beauty about MY life: i've had my ups & downs. nights where i cried alone w/. out a shoulder, but never have i been one to vent on others. i deal w/. my problems in my own way. because venting on my own has made me the strong & intelligiant woman i am today .. eyes wide open to the truth & my heart available to whoever deserves it. i've been hurt; deep, but it was a faze i overcame. a faze that didnt break me, but MADE me. i'm not weak. i'm not ignorant; i'm a lover. loves those who love me & still love those who dont. only i know who i am & wah i am about- it's my life. greatful i am still breathing .. to learn, cry, love, spazz, laugh, stumble & rise. to see my parents grow old, see my brothers grow older, & see who are true friends. expierence new & old feelings.

as i grow; i see wah i am worth. ima WOMAN at heart, mind, body, & soul. a woman willing to live & love unconditionally. 18 yrs & still striving, because i promise yu i will be someone who will live a luxurious, yet humble life. to treat those who loved me at my lowest. & die knowing i made my life. because throughout the pain & sorrow; i was to blame. we are wah we make of our desicions. we chose to stick w/. situations- so at the end of the night we need to take fault & just better it. whether it'll hurt us. we are in charge. & i've took charge & blame for EVERYTHING i've been through. & i am content :]

I WANT THESE!!

my mission is to find these.
& buy them, nowww :]

This ALWAYS makes me laughh..

mannn, finally blogging again. i've been caught up w/. school ( full time college girl ) & family birthdays & emergencies. as for now; everything is smooth, just in this moment, but nothing drastic has happened. feeling slightly overwhelmed & cornered. this fkn recession got me feeling tied-up. & school isnt helping w/. all the fee's i gotta pay & books i gotta buy. & once again while the FKN asians are driving their fancy cars & taking fasfa money they don't need; i am left to apply & pray for the best. smfh! i am doing Yoga though. & believe me it's very very helpfull. :) iLoveIt. uhmm, let me think .. i believe i dont got much more to say so i'll end it here.


it's friday. && i got no plans; so let me see wahs up w/. other :]
have a good & safe weekend.